#53

Hi Dolls, I thought I'd do a little sexy pregnancy blog for ya'll, because who says you can't be sexy and pregnant at the same time?! *Laughs* During this pregnancy I've been able to wear quite a variety of sexy clothing with the mesh bodies and the mesh baby bump from Apple May {Not Featured} Being as I run and own The Roses Fetish & Kink Lounge I need to keep up with the vibe of the lounge and I don't think sweats will do it! *Laughs*

~Enjoy the blog & Don't forget to check out The Roses Fetish & Kink Lounge Every night @6 -8 PM SLT for new events each week, great music and a fun non judgmental environment {DD/LG, Poly, Escorts, Furry, & Other Communities Welcome!}

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: CATWA HEAD Annie {Upgraded}

Mesh Body: Slink - Physique

Slink Hands: Slink Hands - Gesture
Slink Feet: Slink - Feet Deluxe HUD

Hair: Lamb. Dust Bunnies - Dark Blondes

Outfit:

Pasties: Graffitiwear -  Dark Lace Nipple Pasties
Skirt: -Pixicat- Dusk.Skirt - Black
Tights: !BBD - TAMARA "Sexy" Lingerie {Tight Applier}

Accessories:

Collar: Kaithleen's Love Pink Collar Girl Ver. Gold {Pink Hunt OVER}

Furniture:
Get Some Sign: floorplan. neon get some / pink
Dance Pole: Violetility -  Courtesan Couch

Location: The Roses Fetish & Kink Lounge

Fake Love...

Hey Dolls, I have so much to say so I figured I'd get it out in a blog *Credits Below!*

There is so many people showing fake love lately in both worlds. I feel the need to say something about it.  Even though I know none of it is ever true love or ever real, does that make it hurt less? No and it never will. Love is pure and it deserves to be real. Nobody in the world RL or SL deserves to be told they are loved by someone who isn't even capable of doing it! That is beyond a horrible and cruel thing to do to anybody. Do you know what happens once you walk away? The person you built up with your fake emotions gets hurt. They walk away wondering what they did wrong. They end up damaged because you chose to play on their emotions, allow them to get close and then when they believe they can trust you. You take every inch of their trust and smash it in their face. Anyone that hurts people for their own sick games is disgusting and deserves 10 fold what they have done to others. I don't care what cards life dealt you or what made you so cruel. But to go about your life damaging others and taking them down is messed up. 

I know there are so many beautiful souls and people out there. Sadly sometimes the bad ones get us down and I thought i'd share my view. Having dealt with people like this in my life a lot more then I'd like I have some insight {Even though most of it was a rant} I hope someone relates to this and takes away that we need to be more careful who we let in to our hearts and the people doing this need to take a look at what they're doing and think abit before acting on it. 

-Till Next Time Dolls, Xoxo ~ Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: Genesis Head - Makena

Mesh Body: -Belleza- Freya

Hair: Lamb. Dust Bunnies - Dark Blondes

Outfit:

Dress: Blueberry - Cory - Sweater Dress - Aqua

Accessories:

Collar: Kaithleen's Love Pink Collar Girl Ver. Gold {Pink Hunt OVER}

Heels: #EMPIRE - Anemone

Furniture:

String Lights: Ariskea [Le Secret] String Light 

Mannequin One:  Birdy - Boudoir - Mannequin Corset {Try Yardsales!}
Mannequin Two: Birdy - Boudoir - Mannequin Lingerie
Ambitious Sign: floorplan. be ambitious {Located Upstairs!}
Chaise: Second Spaces - Unicorn Chaise - pink
Laptop: * AR * - Nora Bigs - Laptop
Cup: :CP: Burton -Teacup Full - 100L {Cheeky Pea Sale!}
Floor Clothes: -tres blah- Hodgepodge - Tossed Clothes
Fur Rug: Birdy - Boudoir - Rug Pink

I Swear Nobody is Gonna Love Me...Like You Do.

Hi Dolls, This is going to be kind of a sad post D:

I haven't been on SL all week lately due to finishing courses but if I'm being honest with myself it's because I'm struggling hard to find the truth. There's so many memories and pieces of my SL I honestly wish I could have kept forever including SL families. One in particular still hurts me to this day and that would be the one I loved the most who ruined everything by not being real. That's right...she turned out to be a catfish. The moment I called her on it was the second she disappeared forever. 

This was 2+ years ago but I still care so deeply and long for her to come back. For everything to go back to what it was even though it never will. We all change, I'm sure she must have too. How does one mourn the best parent they ever had in SL? I honestly wish I knew. People can tell me to they are blue in the face to move on, to forget her, to feel better. Does it? No it doesn't and I don't know if it ever will. It killed every inch of me that wants to find family again. No one will love me and care for me the way she did in SL. That was the closet I've ever felt to be fulfilled in SL completely. If you have suggestions or advice...maybe have gone through something similar please comment I could use all the advice I can get.  

Till, Next Time Dolls.. Xoxo - Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: Genesis Head - Makena

Mesh Body: -Belleza- Freya

Hair: /Wasabi Pills/ Lory Mesh Hair - Rye - RARE {Try Yardsales!}

Outfit:

Dress: Blueberry - Cory - Sweater Dress - Aqua

Accessories:

Heels: #EMPIRE - Anemone 

Furniture:
Haybale Chair: floorplan. hay bale chair / pillow {Gacha! 50L/Per Play or Try Yardsales}
Table: AF  -  Christmas Dining Table {Gacha!}
Pink Juice Dispenser: floorplan. juice dispenser / pink {Gacha!}
Popcorn Machine: {what next} Red Popcorn Machine {Gacha!}
Red Juice Dispenser: floorplan. juice dispenser / red {Gacha!}

#50.

Hey Dolls,

The last time we chatted, I announced that I'm pregnant with my first boy out of 5 girls OH MY! That is still very much true. My bulging belly is very much hidden in this beautiful silk robe and ready to pop but it is there! All our kids are growing like weeds & Chase is still working away *Yikes*

We've been face timing every night showing the progress on the club, the kids and our little unborn blessing *smiles* Life is good.

I decided originally on naming our first son Carter Arlo. However today when I was putting the kids down to sleep I realized I actually like Austin Arlo a lot better. I think this will stick!

Things are getting super busy over here with the new opening of The Roses Kink & Fetish Lounge, marketing, finishing school, and various other jobs & tasks of life *laughs*

But I thought I would leave a quick update, share a pregnancy outfit i'm infatuated with  and let everyone know I'm still alive! *laughs*

~Until Next Time Dolls, 

Xoxo ~ Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:

Skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Heather v3b {Oh My Gacha, July 2015}
Mesh Lips: Loud Mouth - Alli

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body

Hands: Maitreya Mesh Body

Feet: Slink - Deluxe Feet HUD - High 

Hair: eXxEsS : SAVINJA - A 

Outfit:

Robe: -tres blah- Open Robe (Maitreya) - Rosey {Arcade}

Accessories:

Necklace: EF: The Promise Necklace {Neverland Event}
Collar: Kaithleen's Love Pink Collar Girl Ver. Gold {Pink Hunt OVER}

Heels: Essenz - Rio de Janeiro (White) Slink
Tattoo: Obscure - Black Army Tatto V2 (Nose&Cheeks)
Pegasus: Birdy - [Alchemy] Story Book - Pegasus - Pink {Arcade, June 2015}

Pose: EP - Beautiful World #2 {FREE GROUP GIFT}