Already Choking On My Pride..So There's No Use Crying About It...

Hey Dolls!

I felt like doing a little bit of an inspiration post last night but I ended up making it my own as I tend to do *laughs* So here it is ^

Message of the day: We are all going to get old eventually so do what makes you happy and stop crying over the things & people who don't ♥ You don't need to please anybody but yourself ♥

Xoxo ~ Vena ♥

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara 
Mesh Head: Catwa Mesh Head - Catya 

Skin: DeeTaleZ *Appliers* for CATWA Heads *Face Michelle* CELTIC

Hair: TRUTH / Deja {Truth VIP Gift} - 500L in-store

Outfit:
Top: paper.arrow bikini.top - coral 

Panties:[CV] Subscriber Gift [03]  Bot - Maitreya {N/A}

Accessories:
Bracelet: *PerveTTe* #6 Crystal Bracelet [2] [Gold] {Gacha Garden}65L/Per Play Inworld or ~45L On MP!
Doll: Garbaggio // Ambitious Blonde (Hold) 50L/Per Play Inworld or 150L on MP!

Pose:
Label Motion - Sissy Pose 3

Location:
Apple Fall Store

When The World Is Glorifying The Villain, Someone Needs To Notice The Heroine

Hey Dolls!
I know that this will be a sensitive topic for some and controversial for others. However since the world is already weighing in I figured I might as well.

Holly Madison to me personally is a hero.

When everyone was against her she stood against the crowd and stood for her own story and what she believed as her own truth. Which is something I can relate to quite well. Not only did she choose to stand up for herself but she picked herself up from the depths of the depression, shook herself off and got on to do what makes her happy and proved to be a better life. Someone who owned their sexuality, insecurities and struggles when others have pushed them down has my support and care always. Holly I admire you a lot! So this is for you dear ♥
~Honoring you on this particular day! ~XoXo Dolls!

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Body: Slink Physique Mesh Body - Hourglass 
Mesh Hands: Slink Hands - Dynamic - Female - Gesture
Mesh Feet:  Slink Avatar Enhancement Feet - Deluxe
Mesh Boobs: Lolas ::: Tango Delicq ::: Fitted Mesh Breasts

Skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Emerald BLUSH Cleavage {Group Gift N/A}

Hair: :::Phoenix::: Bridget Hair - Dark Blondes

Outfit:

Panties: Blueberry / Midnight Madness / Mew - Hourglass (Midnight Mania Exclusive OVER}

Accessories:

Rowne.Singer - Paparazzi
Earrings: *MC* Gypsy Beads #Mint Brown
Heels: Ingenue :: Oksana Heels :: Blush (50L/Per Play @The Main Store

Location:
Mesh Agency - Mainstore

Take Me With You..I Start To Miss You.

Hey Dolls, Today I thought I'd take you on a little adventurous hike (in heels of course!) to show off this cute little outfit I've assembled.

Oh my gosh I have been busy and I have for sure missed SL! College is amazing, but I still miss the days of lounging on sl and having 0 responsibility Vena take me to Neverland with youuu!

But all jokes and desperate pleas aside (lol) I've been enjoying the simplistic vibes of old SL skins, outfits and of course even the hair!

So without further ado here they are: Much Love Dollies ♥ Xoxo ~Vena

Mesh Body Parts:

Skin: .::WoW Skins::.  JULY GG 2013 CL {Free Wow Skins GG (450L Fee)}

Mesh Body: - Maitreya Mesh Body

Hair: [ SIXTY NINE ] - HAIR 01 - Chestnut

Outfit:

Sweater: [Pumpkin]Stretched sweater (m, female) {Old GG Discontinued}
Pants: [Pumpkin]Night set(Pants/Shadow) {Old GG Discontinued}

Accessories:

Heels: Essenz - Albufeira (Soft Yellow) Maitreya

I'm So Done With You & Me...

All this toxic conversation has me thinking 

Every word has gone to waste

Is your bitter medication

Let me know how that taste

I come to a realization

You're just in love with the chase

Best believe you tried my patience

Ended up hands at stake

Don't want you back,
No point in begging on your knees
Nothing that I haven't seen before
Don't want you back, 
I'm done with all this, "Baby, please"
You ain't gonna fuck with me, no more

Hey Lovelies! 

Personal shade aside *laughs* 

This is Akina she was super fantastic and agreed to be in my blog post today. Even though sadly I did not give her any ponies for being in it haha I did make us look uber cute so I mean that counts right? 

Blueberry has made the cutest little lingerie called Cookie! You know I can't help myself with cute lingerie so I bought mine during the 50% off grid wide sale! I think it's gorgeous and incredibly flattering you can still get yours full price @Blueberry Flaunt it! 

~Xoxo Love you all, Vena 

                                                                    Vena

Head: CATWA - Lona Mesh Head
Mesh Body: -Belleza- Venus V4 LITE

Skin: 7 Deadly s[K]ins - MIMOSA - Fudge {Massive Group MM Board's Gift OVER}

Hair: Blues. Anna Lee - Naturals 1 

Lingerie: Blueberry - Cookie - Lingerie Set - Red {Blueberry 50% Store Wide Sale {OVER}

Bracelet: pr!tty - TSS - Bangles - Autumn - [1] {Free Gift 1 Year Anniversary @TSS OVER!

 Akina

Head: CATWA - Catya Mesh Head
Mesh Body: Maitreya - Lara Mesh Body

Hair:  - Magika - Stay the Night - HUD 1

Lingerie: Blueberry - Cookie - Lingerie Set - Black

Nails: - RE - Precious Set

Necklace:  RE - Kitty Pearls Necklace

Rings:  - Kibitz - Love Rings

But It Don't Come Easy...It Don't Come Cheap.

Hi Darlings! 

I thought I'd do a quick little blog about these adorable heels! You'll know I love me some barbie pink and sexy stripper heels *laughs as I show them all off* 

In all honesty today I wanted to talk about love.

Love doesn't come easy and it's not something you can buy, bribe, fake or something you can chase. 

Real love is genuine. Yes there are people out there who don't treat love the way it is in it's purest form but I wanted to say to you don't let that turn you to stone.

 Love is all around you. I know that because, I found mine when I took a step back from chasing the one person in my life  who could never ever truly love me back and leaned on the ones who did. My life is beautiful, Yours can be too. Life is so worth living and allowing your heart to sore will send you thousand of miles and skies above anyone who tells you different. 

I spent so many years afraid of it, sheltering myself and letting others dictate who I'm allowed to be and what emotions I'm allowed to feel. But in light of all of it. I was able to find myself and see the better person I was meant to become. 

Just because someone tells you you need to stay down and stay small to keep them happy or from leaving you. I'll tell you now that's crap RUN GIRL RUN! 

First and foremost learn to love yourself, Allow the shy friend or the family member who drops everything the moment you're down and runs to you with open arms, the people who adore you and fight for you as much as you'd do for them and yourself. Allow them to be your new best friend, your family and finally allow yourself to be your own best friend and to be peaceful, pleasant and light! 

You can do it! Get inspired, go out once in awhile, do what makes you smile feel proud and accomplished and choose to share all the best and sad moments in both lives with ones who bring you up and don't tear you down! 

Allow yourself to rise up to your full potential. Love the people around you in life who bring you joy. Shine positivity and don't ever change who you are because someone says you have to YOU DO NOT HAVE TO CHANGE WHO YOU ARE! 

Life isn't always perfect but it's worth living and I truly hope that maybe not now but one day you read this post and it opens your eyes to the world outside.

Catch the enchanting parts in life and release the poor. Because we all know At the end of the day love isn't cheap ♥

~I love you all so much and I send all my support, hugs and love 

Xoxo - Vena

Shoes: ALTAIR* bell geta .pink. (gold bells)

Photography Set:

+Half-Deer+ Soiree Curtains - White Gold Dots - Tied
Pose: an lar [poses] The Tara Mini Series - Three {Free Group Gift @~Tres Chic~}

I'm hurting, baby, I'm broken down

~Inspiration from http://cinderellafashionista.blogspot.ca~

Hey Dolls, Sending you a little sugar today with this kawaii-filled post! I had a lot of fun setting this up and exploring my more pastel unicorn sprinkling self *laughs*

This won't be a sad post although I'm still healing inside from all that's happened in the last few years.  Personally & with SL I can truly say I'm happy. I've let go of the past pain and people who caused me to feel that way and it's set me free ♥ I opened The Curve Lounge  I've made some new friends, gained more family and I'm living everyday in rl like it's the best day of my life & I'm having a blast!! haha I hope you all are doing the same! I'll probably be doing a lot more pics since I'm back in SL again so keep a look out for more blogs along the way! *laughs*
~

Sending all of you my love and have a wonderful week! ♥

Head: CATWA - Lona Mesh Head

Shape: ).MYSTERIKA.( Lita Shape (CATWA Lona) 

Skin: .tsg. Jojo Applier - Catwa Lona *OMEGA* - A Tone

Hair: Wasabi Pills: /Wasabi Pills/ Giselle Mesh Hair - (BOOBS) - Crystal pink

Top: FORMIS DESIGNE] OMEGA BODYSUIT CHERRY HUNT #8 {Hunt OVER}

Jeans: KITJA - Jenna Jeans - BLUE

Phone: tsg.Keitai Smart Phone Beary san Lavendar {Gacha!}

Photography Set:

RAMA - #selfie_RAMA Art Showroom RARE {Gacha}

+Half-Deer+ Soiree Curtains - White Gold Dots - Tied 

#53

Hi Dolls, I thought I'd do a little sexy pregnancy blog for ya'll, because who says you can't be sexy and pregnant at the same time?! *Laughs* During this pregnancy I've been able to wear quite a variety of sexy clothing with the mesh bodies and the mesh baby bump from Apple May {Not Featured} Being as I run and own The Roses Fetish & Kink Lounge I need to keep up with the vibe of the lounge and I don't think sweats will do it! *Laughs*

~Enjoy the blog & Don't forget to check out The Roses Fetish & Kink Lounge Every night @6 -8 PM SLT for new events each week, great music and a fun non judgmental environment {DD/LG, Poly, Escorts, Furry, & Other Communities Welcome!}

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: CATWA HEAD Annie {Upgraded}

Mesh Body: Slink - Physique

Slink Hands: Slink Hands - Gesture
Slink Feet: Slink - Feet Deluxe HUD

Hair: Lamb. Dust Bunnies - Dark Blondes

Outfit:

Pasties: Graffitiwear -  Dark Lace Nipple Pasties
Skirt: -Pixicat- Dusk.Skirt - Black
Tights: !BBD - TAMARA "Sexy" Lingerie {Tight Applier}

Accessories:

Collar: Kaithleen's Love Pink Collar Girl Ver. Gold {Pink Hunt OVER}

Furniture:
Get Some Sign: floorplan. neon get some / pink
Dance Pole: Violetility -  Courtesan Couch

Location: The Roses Fetish & Kink Lounge

Fake Love...

Hey Dolls, I have so much to say so I figured I'd get it out in a blog *Credits Below!*

There is so many people showing fake love lately in both worlds. I feel the need to say something about it.  Even though I know none of it is ever true love or ever real, does that make it hurt less? No and it never will. Love is pure and it deserves to be real. Nobody in the world RL or SL deserves to be told they are loved by someone who isn't even capable of doing it! That is beyond a horrible and cruel thing to do to anybody. Do you know what happens once you walk away? The person you built up with your fake emotions gets hurt. They walk away wondering what they did wrong. They end up damaged because you chose to play on their emotions, allow them to get close and then when they believe they can trust you. You take every inch of their trust and smash it in their face. Anyone that hurts people for their own sick games is disgusting and deserves 10 fold what they have done to others. I don't care what cards life dealt you or what made you so cruel. But to go about your life damaging others and taking them down is messed up. 

I know there are so many beautiful souls and people out there. Sadly sometimes the bad ones get us down and I thought i'd share my view. Having dealt with people like this in my life a lot more then I'd like I have some insight {Even though most of it was a rant} I hope someone relates to this and takes away that we need to be more careful who we let in to our hearts and the people doing this need to take a look at what they're doing and think abit before acting on it. 

-Till Next Time Dolls, Xoxo ~ Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: Genesis Head - Makena

Mesh Body: -Belleza- Freya

Hair: Lamb. Dust Bunnies - Dark Blondes

Outfit:

Dress: Blueberry - Cory - Sweater Dress - Aqua

Accessories:

Collar: Kaithleen's Love Pink Collar Girl Ver. Gold {Pink Hunt OVER}

Heels: #EMPIRE - Anemone

Furniture:

String Lights: Ariskea [Le Secret] String Light 

Mannequin One:  Birdy - Boudoir - Mannequin Corset {Try Yardsales!}
Mannequin Two: Birdy - Boudoir - Mannequin Lingerie
Ambitious Sign: floorplan. be ambitious {Located Upstairs!}
Chaise: Second Spaces - Unicorn Chaise - pink
Laptop: * AR * - Nora Bigs - Laptop
Cup: :CP: Burton -Teacup Full - 100L {Cheeky Pea Sale!}
Floor Clothes: -tres blah- Hodgepodge - Tossed Clothes
Fur Rug: Birdy - Boudoir - Rug Pink

I Swear Nobody is Gonna Love Me...Like You Do.

Hi Dolls, This is going to be kind of a sad post D:

I haven't been on SL all week lately due to finishing courses but if I'm being honest with myself it's because I'm struggling hard to find the truth. There's so many memories and pieces of my SL I honestly wish I could have kept forever including SL families. One in particular still hurts me to this day and that would be the one I loved the most who ruined everything by not being real. That's right...she turned out to be a catfish. The moment I called her on it was the second she disappeared forever. 

This was 2+ years ago but I still care so deeply and long for her to come back. For everything to go back to what it was even though it never will. We all change, I'm sure she must have too. How does one mourn the best parent they ever had in SL? I honestly wish I knew. People can tell me to they are blue in the face to move on, to forget her, to feel better. Does it? No it doesn't and I don't know if it ever will. It killed every inch of me that wants to find family again. No one will love me and care for me the way she did in SL. That was the closet I've ever felt to be fulfilled in SL completely. If you have suggestions or advice...maybe have gone through something similar please comment I could use all the advice I can get.  

Till, Next Time Dolls.. Xoxo - Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: Genesis Head - Makena

Mesh Body: -Belleza- Freya

Hair: /Wasabi Pills/ Lory Mesh Hair - Rye - RARE {Try Yardsales!}

Outfit:

Dress: Blueberry - Cory - Sweater Dress - Aqua

Accessories:

Heels: #EMPIRE - Anemone 

Furniture:
Haybale Chair: floorplan. hay bale chair / pillow {Gacha! 50L/Per Play or Try Yardsales}
Table: AF  -  Christmas Dining Table {Gacha!}
Pink Juice Dispenser: floorplan. juice dispenser / pink {Gacha!}
Popcorn Machine: {what next} Red Popcorn Machine {Gacha!}
Red Juice Dispenser: floorplan. juice dispenser / red {Gacha!}

#50.

Hey Dolls,

The last time we chatted, I announced that I'm pregnant with my first boy out of 5 girls OH MY! That is still very much true. My bulging belly is very much hidden in this beautiful silk robe and ready to pop but it is there! All our kids are growing like weeds & Chase is still working away *Yikes*

We've been face timing every night showing the progress on the club, the kids and our little unborn blessing *smiles* Life is good.

I decided originally on naming our first son Carter Arlo. However today when I was putting the kids down to sleep I realized I actually like Austin Arlo a lot better. I think this will stick!

Things are getting super busy over here with the new opening of The Roses Kink & Fetish Lounge, marketing, finishing school, and various other jobs & tasks of life *laughs*

But I thought I would leave a quick update, share a pregnancy outfit i'm infatuated with  and let everyone know I'm still alive! *laughs*

~Until Next Time Dolls, 

Xoxo ~ Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:

Skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Heather v3b {Oh My Gacha, July 2015}
Mesh Lips: Loud Mouth - Alli

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body

Hands: Maitreya Mesh Body

Feet: Slink - Deluxe Feet HUD - High 

Hair: eXxEsS : SAVINJA - A 

Outfit:

Robe: -tres blah- Open Robe (Maitreya) - Rosey {Arcade}

Accessories:

Necklace: EF: The Promise Necklace {Neverland Event}
Collar: Kaithleen's Love Pink Collar Girl Ver. Gold {Pink Hunt OVER}

Heels: Essenz - Rio de Janeiro (White) Slink
Tattoo: Obscure - Black Army Tatto V2 (Nose&Cheeks)
Pegasus: Birdy - [Alchemy] Story Book - Pegasus - Pink {Arcade, June 2015}

Pose: EP - Beautiful World #2 {FREE GROUP GIFT}

*NSFW* Breaking In The New House...Oops Baby!

Good Morning Lovelies,
*This Blog will not be safe for work/kiddos so if this bothers you I hope you don't mind exiting on stage right and I'll see you soon!*

Animation: Bits and Bobs - LoveScene 1

Chase had come home around 4 in the morning from work. I haven't been able to see him since he signed the contract for our new house to be finished. My heart was fluttering pulsing through my chest to see the man I loved come through the door.

I had put Suri and the babies to bed well before in case things were to get a little more heated and risky than should be displayed around them. I had got all dolled up in the mirror with my white lace lingerie bodysuit, My hair tied back in a simple pony and tall thigh length boots he loves.

I slowly strolled seductively down the stairs and towards the door when I heard the keys begin to turn. When I saw him I looked him up and down my face flooded with blush and nerves as if it was the first time all over again. His eyes met mine in the same way and my breath immediately relaxed. The love was still there and I believe the passion was too.

He dropped his bags to the floor scooping me up in his strong arms {Dear fuck he'd been working out and it felt so good!} he brought his lips to mine and began to grope my legs tighter...our tongues wrapping together and our lips smashing against one another.. between breaths he whispered "My angel...love of my life...I missed you...so..fucking..much...How... did ...you ...get ...more... beautiful?" I smiled looking up at him..."I missed you more than life it's self...I love you baby..." "Gosh you make me so happy" He kissed my forehead and held me tight.

"So by the looks of that outfit...{He bit down on his lower lip as he checked me out..}I'm guessing the kids are fast asleep?" I giggled and nodded "Uhuh.." I took his hand and brought him to the couch where I laid down while he removed his boxers. We laid together for awhile talking about the kids and catching up before he started tracing my inner thigh...

"So Princess...this little outfit...has got me thinking..." "Yes Daddy?"..I smirked while saying it knowing just how it makes him feel inside... He let out a small growl..."Oh you know exactly what you do to me you little minx!"...I giggled..."Well we have a few hours before the kids wake up..I smirked up at him once again..."Oh yeah?...He leaned in for another slow kiss my fingers brushed through his slick hair..leading him down my body...

He leaned down as his lips found my breasts and started wrapping his tongue around the warm mounds..sucking gently against the lace of my naughty corset..sliding down my curved hips...he paused to tease me with his tongue watching as I squirmed while he continued touching the tip of my already soaking clit through my panties..I leaned my head back and let out a breathless moan...my heart pounding feeling the thrill of my own husband taking me on the couch while the kids lay asleep upstairs...

"Gosh you're so gorgeous..Chase whispered in my ear..before rolling over and straddling my petite body. His fingers pulling my panties away...lining up his thick hard member between my lips. My eyes rolled in the back of my head as he forced himself deep inside me my legs squirming out of control not used to having him in there again."Shh baby it's okay keep those legs open for Daddy" I nod and moved them back into place. Chase started picking up the pace..my moans getting louder as I wrap my legs around him taking him even deeper then before..

Soon enough my toes started to tremble...my body beginning to follow...Chase is panting as I look up at him as to let him know I'm close to orgasm..my eyes weakening with tears..He leans over me towering with his beautiful masculine strong chest..his member pounding into my tight pussy harder and harder...I let out a loud scream full of lust as I buck back and forth against his hard cock milking it for everything while I ride out my orgasm..

Chase watches my hot climax high come to an end as he whispers in my ear "Mm..fuck that's it babygirl..Such a good little girl...Cumming for Daddy..Do you want Daddy's cum now? Barely able to whimper a reply I simply nod closing my eyes.

I moan feeling his cock slip out from my tight little cunt..confused as to why he removed it. "Chase?"..I whisper but.before I'm able to look...I feel his hardness slam into me harder "OH MY FUCK SHIT!!"..his groans and cum shooting through me...again and again...before collapsing on top of me..his fingers caressing and holding mine tight. Our breaths falling back to normal..

"Addi...Love..." "Yes Daddy?"I breathe out.."I love you sweetheart".."I love you too Daddy" Chase picked up my lingerie placing it back on my body and tossing on his boxers before wrapping himself around me and letting us falling asleep on the couch together...

*Surprise..Turns out we did a little more then make love that night...we made another little angel baby! *I'm in Trimester two! We are having our first boy! His Name will be Carter Arlo Linidi. Chase and I can't wait to meet our baby boy ♥

~Until Next Time Dolls - Addison  

I Got The One I love Beside Me, My Troubles Behind Me...

Good Morning Lovelies! 

{For the blog I borrowed my sexy and sweet friend Marilyn to change the look up!}

What a beautiful morning to be blogging for you! 2017 is really becoming my friend lately. I've been doing what's good for me in both lives and it's really making a huge difference in my outlook on life and everyday happiness in general. 

So first thing is 1}I started working on my schooling. I've completed 4 assignments this week and i'm so proud of myself!

2} I started playing other games like the Sims, relaxing to a show on Netflix, or reading a great book to give myself a break from all the drama and stress that can come from too much time in SL. I'm super excited about all the opportunities I've been finding and the never ending story lines! {*Super Fun Jazz Hands!*}

 3}I joined 3 workout classes a week to become stronger and more fit and it's killing me slowly {laughs}, but i'm loving every moment that I look at myself in the mirror and see the change! 

4}I connected back with people I've missed and have been giving me some great laughs and fun times in SL and it's making a positive impact already. 

5}I Wrote a letter to an ex person in my life that deeply affected the way I play SL and ended that long pain and reminiscing for someone that is no longer a relevant piece in my life today. I wished them luck, and for a better life in the future and forgave them for the way they chose to behave. I also forgave myself for the part I played and it has given me the strength to be happy in sl again. 

6}I've been spending atleast 2-3 times a week with my rl bestfriends and family I don't often get to see which is sparking the light in my life. Spending time with these loved ones the jokes and memories we've been making has made my days so beyond inspiring and blissful. These goals that I've set for myself seem even more possible and I can't believe that I'm saying that after everything I've been through that I'm finally getting closure, healing and finally peace and joy. 

Thank you 2017 Never Give Up! <3 Xoxo ~Addison

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: CATWA HEAD - Annie

Mesh Body: Slink - Physique Mesh Body

Hands: Maitreya Mesh Body

Feet: Maitreya Mesh Body

Hair:[RA] Jenna Hair - Blondes

Outfit:

Lingerie: Milk Tea: Tia (loves Pink) {Love Pink Hunt OVER}

Accessories:
Necklace: ^^Swallow^^ Key Friendship Necklace

Heels: REIGN.- AVERY PLATS - BLACK

Pose: {PM} Mary 3 {Whore Couture}

But..I don't want anything but you

Hello Lovelies, Happy New Year!
Seems I haven't blogged in forever, hopefully that will change with the new year!
 I've been doing a lot of work on myself the past few months and a lot on what's changed and the people I need in my life and the ones I don't it has been so eye opening and it's helped a lot. I've taken time away from SL and I've come back...I'm discovering more about myself daily and I'm so proud and so happy to say that the person I am today is the person I want to be. I'm deciding to leave 2016 in the past as well the people who it came with. I'm moving on and i'm getting closure and for that I say "Thank you 2016 but, No thank you" I have so many plans to take my life by storm in the new year starting tomorrow and I can't wait for that to begin!

So without further ado *The blog!*

Xoxo~Addison

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: Genesis Labs -Gemma
Skin: Genesis Labs - Gemma - Milk Tone

Mesh Body: Slink - Physique Mesh Body

Hands: Slink - Gesture Hands

Feet: Slink: High Feet

Hair:

Doe: Plum (two-tone) - Pastels {99L @Doe or Try Yardsales!}

Outfit:

Lingerie: *TL* romantic nights-lingerie

Accessories:

Heels: #EMPIRE - Anemone

Pose: 

Belle Epoque - Exotic 2