Endlessly... For You i'll Always Wait

Hi! Dolls I can honestly say this is the LONGEST blog i've ever done So many details involved. This is also the hardest blog i've ever wrote and there is still days I can't quite grasp the truth I lost my father suddenly on Nov.20th 2015. I thought today I would finally put it out there, So I no longer have to bare the thought or pain of explaining it to more people to explain why i'm not doing things I normally do or where I am or what's going on with me this is it! so instead of telling things that happened I'm gonna just write some lyrics of one of the many songs that gets me lately in hopes for my friends , family and everyone else to understand that this is a hard time and to bare with me these songs will explain more then I ever could ... I love you dad <3 {Blog Info Below!}

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYHT-TF4KO4 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lpcRfuunVsY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UHBkWrzZ-Q

He is the days I can't get over
He is the nights that I call home endlessly
For you I'll always wait

Caught in the waves of hesitation
Lost in the sea of my own doubt endlessly
For you I'll always wait

Carry on, let the good times roll
Sail on, let your path unfold
It won't be long, won't be long, won't be long
You know it's gonna get better, you know it's gonna get better
Say a prayer for the broken bones
Cause who cares? We're all going home
And it won't be long, won't be long, won't be long
You know it's gonna get better, you know it's gonna get better

Just like every time you go away
I want nothing more than for you to stay
And baby I know you gotta go
And it's all okay
Cause every time you go away

It's like you're coming home to me
For the very very very first time
For the very first time
It's like you're coming home to me
For the very very very first time
For the very first time

We'll do it right babe
We're doing fine

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zWalwLcz70M



I got your hand in my hand
And I'm not letting go
If you're my girl, I'm your man
Till the end of the world
Walking through fire
Survivors
I know that we can
Even when it feels like we can't
We still got a fighting chance
We still got a fighting chance

Can't go back
And I can't do this alone
But love's like that
It's the wind that your back when you're trying to get home, yeah

I got your hand in my hand
And I'm not letting go
If you're my girl, I'm your man
Till the end of the world
Walking through fire
Survivors
I know that we can
Even when it feels like we can't
We still got a fighting chance
We still got a fighting chance

Your eyes, your smile can light up the night, night
Embers and neon signs paint up our sky, sky

Airplanes cut through the clouds
Like angels can fly, we'll never die
Sirens cut through the night
Like screams set on fire, rising up higher

All of this time, I questioned myself, I never could wait
Looking for signs, not asking for help, I know it's too late
Love lost and buried here, it comes to life, life
Make believe worlds make us all feel alive, live

Airplanes cut through the clouds
Like angels can fly, we'll never die
Sirens cut through the night
Like screams set on fire, rising up higher

Bedroom:
1st Picture: Bed Frames: {ATW} Enchantment Chalkboard - Grow up , Second Star, Goodbye & Dreaming
2nd Picture & 8th Picture: Dressers: ISPACHI [Florian] Bedside Locker With Lamp [Pink]
ISPACHI [Florian] Bedside Locker Basic [Pink]
Bae Frame: [Commoner] Sassy Sentiments / The Bae -> Try Yardsales!
Honey Bear: <:*BoOgErS*:> Honey Bear
La Galleria : Contemporary Blue Scroll Rug MESH

3rd Picture: Bed: Classic Manor Bed - Coal - (RageWorks)
Pillow: tres blah- Eclectic Collection - Cat Face Pillow

4th Picture: Wall Quote: A.D.D.Andel! Second Star To The Right -White/Quote
Ottoman: Glam Affair - Tomoto - Ottoman /w animations
Gangster Bear:<:*BoOgErS*:> Gee Bear

5th Picture: Mirror: Glam Affair - Mirror Barbie
Desk: Glam Affair - Desk Barbie -> Check Yardsales!
Stool:Glam Affair - Foot Stool Barbie
Perfume: -tres blah- Eclectic Collection - Perfume
Make up: -tres blah- Jolie - Compact and Lipstick
Make up - clean up: Second Spaces - Makeup Junkie - clean up -> Try Yardsales!

6th Picture: *ionic* Te leo un cuentito -> Try Yardsales!

7th Picture: Divider: 3. Divider - Try Yardsales!
Tossed Clothes: -tres blah- Hodgepodge - Tossed Clothes
White Heels: Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter White

9th & 10th Picture: *ionic* Boho love
Love Sign: [ zerkalo ] Love Nest-Vintage-Love Sign
Clothes Rack: =EliBaily= Dover Clothes Gacha_Lady Rack -> Try Yardsales!
Heel Clutter: Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter Colorful
Black Heels: Garbaggio // Shoe Clutter Black
Jeans: =EliBaily= Dover Clothes Gacha_Jeans -> Try Yardsales!
Dress:=EliBaily= Dover Clothes Gacha_Dress -> Try Yardsales!
Shirt:=EliBaily= Dover Clothes Gacha_Shirt -> Try Yardsales!


Appearance:
 Kemono Avatar
Mesh Head: M3 Kemono Head 
[BI] - Kemono Chubby Body Add On
Hair: Magika - Blame - HUD1

Clothes:
Thong: Chubby Thong -> Comes in the Chubby Body Package
Stockings:Human Hentai Pudge Stockings -> Comes in the Chubby Body Package

#31

Hi! Dolls I'm back in Vegas from Arizona Woot!! Still here till the 10th but while i'm trying to keeping busy these days with all that has been happening in my life, I thought I might start blogging more regularly again! I logged on today and threw on these FLite Lows that I absolutely love to death. I wear these in RL so when I saw them I needed them! I own the Lows in Teal & Olive I played for Teal originally when they came out for Seasons Story and bought the olive pair at a yardsale! *They come with Female & MALE sizes for Slink Mesh Feet and are a perfect unisex shoe to wear around! I also really recommend for SL men to check out the FLite store, I took a male friend of mine over there the other day and he was amazed at the quality and quantity of mesh items to buy. So guys head on over to FLite!

Appearance:
Mesh Feet: Slink - Flat Feet 

Accessories

Shoes: FLite - Malibu Lows - Olive 50L/Per Play!