Don't You Ever Say...I Just Walked Away...I Will Always Want You

Hi! Dolls, Let me start with: Real life has been crazy! My time online has been sporadic and I feel like i'm constantly running for my life but soon that will come to an end and hopefully i'll be online more often with Blogs!

There's a lot of comments made and thoughts I've had lately over why I'm not in a relationship currently or have a SL family when people I used to be so close to have found that. I've been watching other people I used to be close to be happy and of course it hurts but I wish them all the happiness and well being, just like I'd want them to wish me the same.  This all had me thinking on why that my Sl life is what it is right now  and I've come to the realization that I'm not ready to move on and i'm not at that stage in my life right now where I can hold a stable relationship or long term commitment. I've had so much go on with losing my dad in November and trying to complete all these courses in such a short time that family and relationships just don't hold a candle to all the things I've lost and had no control over in my life.

Now to set things straight just because I've left a family over the years or lost a relationship that doesn't mean I walked away... I will almost always want every single person that I've had to leave to stay in my life but sometimes I can't hold a relationship for two people, God knows I've tried. But at the end of the day I can only control myself not anyone else. I choose to stay positive in this time and ask that if you're my friend or ever cared for me you will also choose to speak of me and wish me the most peaceful moments in a kind way.

I have such a huge love for almost everyone I've encountered here and in rl and If you ever felt hurt by me? Honey my eyes weren't dry either it hurts me too. But I can't hold on forever I've never been nothing less then original and baby I can be a wrecking ball.

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Body: Maitreya - Lara Mesh Body
Head: Catwa Mesh Head - Annie
Hair: [ SIXTY NINE ] - HAIR 06 - Platinum blonde

Clothes:
Dress: Maitreya *Mint* - Short Jersey Dress
Wedges: Maitreya - Gold Shiki V2 * Black

Pose: 
Belle Epoque - Exotic 2  N/A