#46 Kick Starting Into Life!

Hey Lovelies, Happy Thanksgiving for all you American folks.. 

These last few weeks have been massively hard and impacting. I'm grieving, processing and feeling many types of emotions with a year since my dads passing and The Gilmore Girls Revival that hit Netflix last night. My Night has been a roller coaster and I'm in the front seat driving the train for once I feel in control of my life again and I'm doing everything I can to get back on my feet.  

Nothing beats a good cry, laughs of joy and the wave of memories, loss and pure happiness like a Gilmore Girls Revival and it couldn't have came at a better time in my life 5 days since a year of the passing and I am living all my grief and emotions in one beautiful show that should have an award for all it has given me the last 9 years and with all the positive reviews and craziness I hope it will! 

So if you don't see me for awhile IT'S OK! I'm Alive in Stars Hollow *Laughs* (I'm not joking!)

~Until Next Time Loves Xoxo ~Addison 

Mesh Body:  #TheMeshProject (BETA) Deluxe Body(f)

Clothes:

Pants: Maitreya - Leather Skinny Pants - Black

The Heart Wants What It Wants...

Hi Dolls! I was feeling some type of way today so I decided I'd blog about it.. Losing someone is tough..more tough then many can imagine..I have someone in my life who I think about constantly no matter how far I run or try and escape I come back wanting more...My heart wants what it wants but my brain says i'm done and I can't do this anymore...i'm at a loss..no matter where I decide to go some part of me hurts and I know i'm not the only person who struggles with this. Do I give in again? Do I reach out? Do I stay put and live my life? Who Knows...but this is giving me something to think about and I think some of you viewers as well..Till next time loves! 

Xoxo - Addison 

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Body: Slink - Physique Mesh Body
Hands: Slink - Gesture Hands
Feet: Slink: Mid Feet
Skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins -Shine - Apricot {No Longer Available!}

Hair:
*Besom~Madison - Essentials 

Outfit:

Lingerie: 

~Blacklace~ Kindle- Red {No Longer Available!}

Accessories:

Glasses: Mowie. - "Vanessa" Glasses

Wrist Cuffs: KDC/Ai Basic Leather Cuffs

Heels: The Refined - We Aren't In Kansas Anymore Dorthy Heels

Pose: 

Belle Epoque - Exotic 5

Never Alone..

Hi Lovelies! I thought I'd post another little blog here with my good friend Marilyn. I hear a lot of people on social media saying how quiet and sad SL is for them now a days and I thought i'd throw out a post myself! 

My SL has been super lonely for the last little while and I've lost a lot of friends and old family in the last little bit and it has been real hard and hurtful for me to continue to log on but I decided to look on the positive of what I do have and try my best to make the most of it. I have some good friends here that would love to spend time with me, tons of mesh items and products for my store to keep creating, blogs to be made and places to explore and shop at SL is endless! So if some people choose to step out of our lives let them! Good for them you do not have to let it diminish your shine in ANYWAY! Find new ways to have fun and capitalize on what you have #SLAppreciationMonth <3 

Until Next Time Loves 

Xoxo - Addison

Mesh Body Parts:

Addison:

Mesh Body: -Belleza- Venus
Ears: [MANDALA]STEKING_EARS_Season5

Skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins -Shine - Apricot {No Longer Available!}

Hair:  :::Phoenix::: Vivian Hair - Light Browns 

Marilyn: 

Mesh Body: Maitreya - Lara Mesh Body
Head: Catwa Mesh Head - Annie
Hair: Truth - Randa - Variety Pack

Clothes:
Addison:
Dress:Blueberry - Dress - Hood Down - Pixie

Marilyn:
Dress: [B.F] Aria Dress - Black {No Longer Available!}

Accessories: 

Addison's Heels: The Refined - We Aren't In Kansas Anymore Dorthy Heels

Marilyn's Boots: Phedora.- Willow Boots

Marilyn's Bracelets:  *MUKA* Claire

Don't Let Them Tell You Anything Different {They Don't Know About Us...}

Hey Lovelies! It's been a while so I thought I'd spice it up with a kinky little post.

I have an adorable friend in the Findom business, who offered to let me take her picture and blog one of her everyday looks. As I was messing around with the photo, I found it super interesting that she dresses like a hot school teacher. You know the type! The one you'd dream about having your way with...but never getting the chance?...

So I took the liberty in asking her a few questions about her choice of work.. And it seems a lot of people don't know about Findom or have an already formed idea of what it is So here we go!

 Findom is a kink where a sub gets off on giving his Mistress, Queen or Goddess his hard earned cash in turn to be teased, used, and made to or denied the ability to cum. These leading ladies only take on willing and useful submissive, sissies or cuckolds who are willing to dive into this desire and spoil accordingly.. they do such things as foot worship, humilation, cuckolding, forced intoxication, wallet raping and more they have no problem in telling these little subbies to beat it if they don't have the cash or the willingness to drain...

After hearing all this I can see why it's such a desirable yet...dangerous vice...We talked a bit more and I heard she gets money from men and women all over the world for many different kinks and sometimes they just get online to spoil her as we continued to discuss this unique new kink she told me she even turns down 1000L because it's in her words "Fucking pathetic...go on now upload 50$ and we will talk...they need to lose or it isn't interesting for me" Woah girl! this is some crazy stuff I've never delt with before "They aren't real men they're losers and that's all their worth they stroke their little pathetic cocks to every word I say so if they want me to speak they will pay for it!" Apparently she gets all her outfits paid for and gifted so she barely spends anything anymore "I don't shop, I don't see a reason too when I get all my items paid for or gifted to me for free from these losers who want to prove their worth by buying me things" But in regards to that Findom isn't easy or for just any girl out there who likes to be spoiled. "No findom is much more then a sugar baby wanting some money we are pros and we are dommes. We get money because we deserve it not because we just want it"So what's the most someone has gifted you in one day? "Uh I'd say I had a pig once pay over 10k just in SL for my shopping habit and for me to buy items off my wishlist I wanted it was quite fun laughs!" 

Haha Alright everyone get out your credit cards and find yourself a sexy addicting little minx like my friend over here and show her some linden love! Taking a trip into the sexual atmosphere of SL was super fun and honestly maybe one day i'll even try it! Well not the whole findom thing but haha we will see..till next time loves!

Xoxo - Addison 

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body
Head: Catwa Mesh Head - Annie

Hair: [RA] Dorothy Hair - Blondes

Clothes:

Shirt: [ abrasive ] Kinky Student Shirt

Skirt: MONOMANIA - Lenore Skirt

Accessories:

Bracelets: *MUKA* Claire 

Crop: NBN crop {Any NBN BDSM Item Includes Free Crop!}

Boots: Phedora. Willow High Boots

Pose: {PM} Mary 2

Better Than He Can...

Hi Dolls!
They say the only person who can love you like you need is yourself! So here is Male version of me {I think he's pretty sexy!}
Bringing him back for more blogs in the future as well as today.

I tried for hours straight just to get into Arcade for this hat hair from BesomxFlite. I love all the options for the hat and of course it just looks great on any male avie.
I feel like any man is incomplete without some tats, So I have an abundance of tattoos from .Identity and I can't help but wear Honor First only lately I find it super yummy :D
The Mesh Project Mesh Body gets a lot of negative reviews based on not updating their bodies but I thought i'd leave a positive one. I adore this body I find it to be the most delicious of all the male mesh bodies I've tried so Hi5 Mesh Project for making a great body for us Male avie's.
 Last but not least if you're in need of pants that look very gentleman or business appropriate try Deadwool I know so many men wear them but I'd say in my opion they're the best store for men's clothes & suits!

-Till next time - Xoxo Dolls

                                                                  Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Body: #TheMeshProject (BETA) Deluxe Body(m)
Head: Catwa Mesh Head - Justin V4.10
Tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop - Honor First

Hair:
*Besom x Flite ~ Jackson - Reds

Clothes:
[Deadwool] Pleated Pants - Long - Grey


Pose:
PURPLE POSES - Seth 05

I hate u.. I love u

Hi Dolls, So first of all a super big thanks to Jack23joy Franizzi for the most amazing blog picture! You can find her blog here! So Real life has been fantastic so far but it has also been so overly frustrating with losing my own bestfriend over petty drama and jealousy. I've never felt so hurt or stabbed in the back before as I do now. You think you know someone for over 6 years only to find out you don't. It's sad and it just hurts. I am now working and trying my best to move on. It is so hard when you know you hate someone and love the person you thought they were. Goodbye to all the memories and moving on to future happiness :D

Slink Physique is quickly becoming my favourite mesh body! I can't seem to stop wearing them, they seem to have improved so much even at the extent of allowing more body chubbiness and thickness. So I highly recommend it! They updated the Slink feet to have soo many more options with just a click of a button I went and got it recently and I always wear them now since it's so easy to switch over with any shoe or without shoes! Easy and officiant I give it an A+ Hi5 Slink :D

Catwa is currently my favourite mesh head store next to Genesis they have so many mesh heads almost daily and endless possibilities. Currently I am loving Cindy and the form she has so go give it a try!

I feel just like Ariel when I wear the Desiree from EnVOGUE and is the exact reason I bought it *laughs*

The Split dress from [TSC] Is from my first Sponsor!! Which I am soo excited to have their support and show off the dress even though it is not currently out on MP  I'm sure It will be soon :D

The Emily Watch is the most classy little watch I've ever owned and I haven't taken it off so far! I wasn't sure if i'd even look good with a watch but I simply adore the simple yet lovely touch it has to my avi. - Xoxo Dolls.

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Body: Slink - Physique Mesh Body
Hands: Slink - Casual Hands
Feet: Slink: Flat Feet
Head: Catwa Mesh Head - Cindy

Hair:
enVOGUE HAIR - Desiree - Reds

Clothes:
Dress: [TSC] Split Shift - Snow {N/A}

Accessories:
Watch:*PetroFF* Emily Watch - Black
Nails:[CX] F Ring Claws (Blue) {N/A}

Pose: 

[Black Tulip] Small World #2

You Can Find Me In The Club, Bottle Full Of Bub...

Hi! Dolls instead of doing a blog featuring myself I decided to take a blog with my daughter and my sister they are opening a new club with a friend of theirs in a month called Hardcore Fight Club filled with sexy ladies in latex and heels wrestling. The club is a special unique cross between a dance club and an escort fighting, lapdance, and sex service. The ladies are not strippers they are fighters hired to kick ass and look seductive doing it.

During club hours which will be open 24/7 on the 2nd week of July each set will include girls fighting it out for the audience and dropping their clothes as they are tipped in either the ring or cage.

Prices are ↪ 500L - top removed.
↪ 900L - bottoms removed.

The Music is hard rock and most the ladies offer further services if requested! SO what are you waiting for?! Come hangout with these voluptuous ladies  Hardcore Fight Club

Hardcore is STILL hiring so if you're looking for a NON - EXCLUSIVE Job environment they have Host, DJ, Fighter & Escort titles still open head on over there to fill out an app!

Location: Hardcore Fight Club  

Mesh Body Parts:

Layla:

Mesh Body: SKING BRAZILIA DOLL KATANA

Head: Catwa Mesh Head - Linda

Hair: Runaway Hair - Jill

Marilyn: 

Mesh Body: Maitreya - Lara Mesh Body
Head: Catwa Mesh Head - Sarah
Hair: Magika - Stay

Clothes:
Layla:
Lingerie: BigBeautifulDoll-Latex Lingerie-Tia-Black

Marilyn:
Outfit: *HD* Rez 2 - Black

Pose: 
Purple Pose FriendBall 11