Finally Facing My Waterloo...

Hi Dolls, it's been awhile! 

I'm facing the feelings and shit that I'm going through so I can be open about what I'm personally going and so I can work past it. I'm in this phase in my life...where I'm tired of giving a fuck if I message you, we talk but it doesn't have to mean a lot more I kinda just wanna do what I want and make time for what I care about I'm having a hard time trying to find what's next at the moment so I'm just making time for myself and being there for me everyday, checking in and taking each day at a time. There's still a lot of grief and grieving in my heart and I don't think that will ever truly pass and that's something that most can't understand. I'm young and there's so much I still wanna do. I'm just trying to focus on the brighter moments and make memories that last forever ♥

Xoxo, Dolls 

Skin Details:

Mesh Body: Slink - Physique
Tattoo: Speakeasy - Decay - Fresh {Retired Tattoo}

Hair: 

pr!tty - Dara - {Blonde 6} {The Chapter 4 - March 2016} {Try Yardsales!}

Outfit:

Top: FY: Amber Cropped Tee (black)

Fishnets: [ abrasive ] Frail Fishnet Tights - Bare
Roller-Heels: REIGN - Derby Heels {Old GG}

Pose:

Kokoro Poses - Betty

I'm So Done With You & Me...

All this toxic conversation has me thinking 

Every word has gone to waste

Is your bitter medication

Let me know how that taste

I come to a realization

You're just in love with the chase

Best believe you tried my patience

Ended up hands at stake

Don't want you back,
No point in begging on your knees
Nothing that I haven't seen before
Don't want you back, 
I'm done with all this, "Baby, please"
You ain't gonna fuck with me, no more

Hey Lovelies! 

Personal shade aside *laughs* 

This is Akina she was super fantastic and agreed to be in my blog post today. Even though sadly I did not give her any ponies for being in it haha I did make us look uber cute so I mean that counts right? 

Blueberry has made the cutest little lingerie called Cookie! You know I can't help myself with cute lingerie so I bought mine during the 50% off grid wide sale! I think it's gorgeous and incredibly flattering you can still get yours full price @Blueberry Flaunt it! 

~Xoxo Love you all, Vena 

                                                                    Vena

Head: CATWA - Lona Mesh Head
Mesh Body: -Belleza- Venus V4 LITE

Skin: 7 Deadly s[K]ins - MIMOSA - Fudge {Massive Group MM Board's Gift OVER}

Hair: Blues. Anna Lee - Naturals 1 

Lingerie: Blueberry - Cookie - Lingerie Set - Red {Blueberry 50% Store Wide Sale {OVER}

Bracelet: pr!tty - TSS - Bangles - Autumn - [1] {Free Gift 1 Year Anniversary @TSS OVER!

 Akina

Head: CATWA - Catya Mesh Head
Mesh Body: Maitreya - Lara Mesh Body

Hair:  - Magika - Stay the Night - HUD 1

Lingerie: Blueberry - Cookie - Lingerie Set - Black

Nails: - RE - Precious Set

Necklace:  RE - Kitty Pearls Necklace

Rings:  - Kibitz - Love Rings

These Words Are My Own...

Hi Dolls! , This blog took forever to do! so many complications but sometimes that happens. I am so super happy to put this blog up and give an update on how things have been improving lately in my SL. My daughter has been able to be on more lately and I am beyond happy I love her soo much and this month marks 3 years together! She gives me things to do and makes the sun shine and i'm so glad to have her back. She is also bringing me grandbabies! {Apparently i'm way too young and hot to be a grandma but you know ;)} As well as i'm adopting 1-2 more adult children and 1 Toddledoo child and looking for parents of my own! The third thing that I am happy to announce is that I am looking for a renter to join our homestead family as you already know I have a super small family so there will be tons of space and it will only cost 2,233L$ for over 1,250 Prims in a friendly and kind accepting environment :) {If you know anyone who fits these things don't be afraid to IM me!} One thing that I will say from my own words and my heart is that I love fully and hardly. I get attached easily and i'll love you for a very long time there has been people in the past afraid to message me and say they miss our friendship or are afraid I hate them. I don't hate anybody there is a lot of people in my past who have done me so wrong but I couldn't hate them if I tried. I've grown up , I've matured even more over the 5 years i've been here and I could care less for the drama. I just wanna be loved , have fun , make friendships and live life! So if you want to message me if we were friends or you would like to be friends Hit me up gurl/dude! 

- Xoxo Dolls - The Broken Girl x.

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Body: Maitreya - Lara
Hands: Slink - Casual
Hair: Lamb. -  Nevermind - Pastels The Arcade {Over, Try Yardsales!}

Skin: .Birdy. -Ali VIP Skin - Pure {Ginger} {Group Costs 150L , Gift Costs 1L}

Clothes:
Bikini Top: *HolliPocket* Luv Kinis-Set 3-OMEGA Kawaii PonPon 
Cardigan: DeeTaleZ - Mesh Cardigan - Snow White
Skirt: [LIZ] Mesh Envy fitted mesh skirt  [Indaco]

Accessories:
Bracelet: Pr!tty - Heart Bracelet - [16] {Store Closed!}
Face Tattoos: Obscure - Black Army Tattoo V2 {Nose & Cheeks} Obscure 50L Sale!!
Nose Ring: MONS / MESH - Nose Jewels (style4) black 

Pose: 
Purple Poses - Luciana 04 - Purple Poses Roulette {Over}

#22 Can You Feel It?

Hi Dollies! Can you feel it? the summer air & the sweet feeling of new blogs coming your way! that's right i'll have more time now that's summer to make more blogs for you!! can't wait! Damselfly had the harvest hair full fatpack in a hunt during thanksgiving however it is now in the mainstore each pack only 75L!! 250L for Variety & 1500L for Fatpack! I recommend getting a few packs {Bubblegums + Dark Blondes} Super cute up-do! VCO I started buying their fantasy mesh heads at Arcade and since then have become obsessed with this new pale skin from Arcade from them they have soo much skins & mesh heads to check out! hop on over to that mainstore! The Belleza Body Venus just came out with an amazing update {I have yet to try!} The mesh body is gorgeous, sweet & sexy at the same time it has many options to fiddle around with like different boob types & tons of feet/hand combos to fit all your needs. This simple tank dress is something every girl needs in the summer! it's out on the mp! super cute & simple easy to go with other items you have! Once again I feature this deer mask & hope that maybe just maybe the creators will sell it for you guys! I love it. I also have done the last 2 blog post photos on my own i'm feeling super proud already! Ready for summer!

Xoxo - Casey

Apperance 

Hair: Damselfly - Harvest Damselfly {75L/Pack/250L/Variety/1500L Fatpack

Skin: VCO - Vivi's Make - Up Recipe - No.09 The Arcade
Ears: Mandala - Simple Ears Mandala

Hands/Feet: Belleza Venus Body Belleza
Mesh Body: Belleza Venus Body Belleza

Poses

Pose 1: Exposeur - Back To Black 6 Exposeur
Pose 2: Flash Friendly Poses - Seraphim Turns 2 {OVER}

Outfit

Dress: :V.e. - Tank Dress - Midnight  :V.e.

Heels: Ingenue - Jaclyn Heels - Merlot - Ingenue

Accessories

Deer Mask: Birdy/Foxes - Deer Cutie Mask - Arcade Christmas Gift {OVER}

Earrings: (Yummy) - Diamond Stud (Yummy)

Necklaces/Bracelets: Pr!tty - Ring Gatcha  Pr!tty

#17 You Can't Choose What Stays Or What Fades Away...

Hi Dolls! I promised another blog explaining my recent sl stuff and why i've been so blah on getting on and blogging etc I am sadly once again up for adoption... Not something I wanted and quite frankly still trying to move on from alot of heartbreak and sadness , frustration and anger after this last one but like every hero or protaginoist in your own story you have to eventually give up the one sided fight to hold on and move on and be happy!!! and do what you wanna do! which is why since it's been alittle over a month after this ended I've decided I'm open to adoption to one mom/momma or moms or family that wants me!!! wants Big/Teen Me!!! {Yes I have alittle avie but i'm just not gonna always be her so} I thought i'd do a blog focused on Big/Teen me and what we are like etc and if you know someone who is adopting or are looking yourself etc and you like me!! don't be afraid to find a way to get in touch with me I don't bite! {AND NO THIS IS NOT ME ADVERTIZING MYSELF This is me saying hey! I wanna do a Big/Teen Blog with you guys and if you know people adoptin let me know!}

❥Name  Aυтυмη Bℓυє Kιηѕℓєу
❥Age  16 & 20
❥Nickname  Smidge or The Beebs
❥Relationship Status  Taken
❥Hair Color ATM  Black
❥Eye Color  Yellow
❥Height 6'4 & 5'6

❥Comes With Awesome Boyfriend / Forever Mom/Forever Daughter/Bestfriend , Forever Childen & A Godbaby & The Occasional Visit From My Sister Jaiden

❥Lots Of Love , Snuggles etc
❥Shopping Addict
❥Autumn Is Usually the older version of herself but then her teen younger self comes out and she rebels or causes you some grey hairs :D
❥Do Message Me! {FOR MY ACTUAL CARD This is a Blog!}

Apperance 

#1 & 2 Hair: EXxess - Cosma - Blacks EXxess
Skin:  [The Skinnery] - Marni 12 - Toffee The Arcade {TRY YARDSALES}

#2 Tattoo: NEO** Knee Tattoo - Puri Puri 2 - Tic Tac Toe - White NEO** {NO LONGER AVAIABLE}

                                                                          
    Ears: Mandala -Simple Ears Mandala

Hands: Slink - Horns Slink
Feet: Slink - Flat Slink

Outfit

#1 Top: Bueno - Denim Top - Ocean Bueno
#1 Bottoms: {Mon Tissu} - Bloomsbury Trousers - Teal {Mon Tissu}
#2 Dress: Modanna - Strapless Dress - Black {GROUP GIFT} Modanna

Accessories

Featured In Both - Bracelet: Pr!tty TSS - Bangles - White {The Seasons Story} {FREE GIFT}
{NO LONGER AVAILABLE}
#1 Hair Bow: Red Hair Bow - BL: Snow White Shirt & Head Band {OLD GROUP GIFT}
#2 Deer Mask: Birdy/Foxes Arcade Christmas Gift - Deer Cutie Mask The Arcade {FREE GIFT} {OVER}