And Those Lips..Were too Good to Be True..

Hi Dolls, 

I'm happy to be back! it's been forever ♥ 

Today I'm showcasing this beautiful mesh head from Genesis Labs the jawline is incredible and full of aesthetic I'm in love!

 It's one of those moments where you go back in time in your mind to all the memories and the lies and the good times but it's what I go back to that is was too good to be true and I'll be better off but I'll always remember ♥ 

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: Genesis Labs - Nelly {RARE} {Gacha 99/Play}

Skin: Genesis Labs - Dafne - Cappuchino
Make-Up: Genesis Labs - Eyeliners - Dafne {Secret 13}

Pose:
//Elephante Poses - Sassy *4 year birthday gift* {No longer available}

Fake Love...

Hey Dolls, I have so much to say so I figured I'd get it out in a blog *Credits Below!*

There is so many people showing fake love lately in both worlds. I feel the need to say something about it.  Even though I know none of it is ever true love or ever real, does that make it hurt less? No and it never will. Love is pure and it deserves to be real. Nobody in the world RL or SL deserves to be told they are loved by someone who isn't even capable of doing it! That is beyond a horrible and cruel thing to do to anybody. Do you know what happens once you walk away? The person you built up with your fake emotions gets hurt. They walk away wondering what they did wrong. They end up damaged because you chose to play on their emotions, allow them to get close and then when they believe they can trust you. You take every inch of their trust and smash it in their face. Anyone that hurts people for their own sick games is disgusting and deserves 10 fold what they have done to others. I don't care what cards life dealt you or what made you so cruel. But to go about your life damaging others and taking them down is messed up. 

I know there are so many beautiful souls and people out there. Sadly sometimes the bad ones get us down and I thought i'd share my view. Having dealt with people like this in my life a lot more then I'd like I have some insight {Even though most of it was a rant} I hope someone relates to this and takes away that we need to be more careful who we let in to our hearts and the people doing this need to take a look at what they're doing and think abit before acting on it. 

-Till Next Time Dolls, Xoxo ~ Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: Genesis Head - Makena

Mesh Body: -Belleza- Freya

Hair: Lamb. Dust Bunnies - Dark Blondes

Outfit:

Dress: Blueberry - Cory - Sweater Dress - Aqua

Accessories:

Collar: Kaithleen's Love Pink Collar Girl Ver. Gold {Pink Hunt OVER}

Heels: #EMPIRE - Anemone

Furniture:

String Lights: Ariskea [Le Secret] String Light 

Mannequin One:  Birdy - Boudoir - Mannequin Corset {Try Yardsales!}
Mannequin Two: Birdy - Boudoir - Mannequin Lingerie
Ambitious Sign: floorplan. be ambitious {Located Upstairs!}
Chaise: Second Spaces - Unicorn Chaise - pink
Laptop: * AR * - Nora Bigs - Laptop
Cup: :CP: Burton -Teacup Full - 100L {Cheeky Pea Sale!}
Floor Clothes: -tres blah- Hodgepodge - Tossed Clothes
Fur Rug: Birdy - Boudoir - Rug Pink

I Swear Nobody is Gonna Love Me...Like You Do.

Hi Dolls, This is going to be kind of a sad post D:

I haven't been on SL all week lately due to finishing courses but if I'm being honest with myself it's because I'm struggling hard to find the truth. There's so many memories and pieces of my SL I honestly wish I could have kept forever including SL families. One in particular still hurts me to this day and that would be the one I loved the most who ruined everything by not being real. That's right...she turned out to be a catfish. The moment I called her on it was the second she disappeared forever. 

This was 2+ years ago but I still care so deeply and long for her to come back. For everything to go back to what it was even though it never will. We all change, I'm sure she must have too. How does one mourn the best parent they ever had in SL? I honestly wish I knew. People can tell me to they are blue in the face to move on, to forget her, to feel better. Does it? No it doesn't and I don't know if it ever will. It killed every inch of me that wants to find family again. No one will love me and care for me the way she did in SL. That was the closet I've ever felt to be fulfilled in SL completely. If you have suggestions or advice...maybe have gone through something similar please comment I could use all the advice I can get.  

Till, Next Time Dolls.. Xoxo - Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: Genesis Head - Makena

Mesh Body: -Belleza- Freya

Hair: /Wasabi Pills/ Lory Mesh Hair - Rye - RARE {Try Yardsales!}

Outfit:

Dress: Blueberry - Cory - Sweater Dress - Aqua

Accessories:

Heels: #EMPIRE - Anemone 

Furniture:
Haybale Chair: floorplan. hay bale chair / pillow {Gacha! 50L/Per Play or Try Yardsales}
Table: AF  -  Christmas Dining Table {Gacha!}
Pink Juice Dispenser: floorplan. juice dispenser / pink {Gacha!}
Popcorn Machine: {what next} Red Popcorn Machine {Gacha!}
Red Juice Dispenser: floorplan. juice dispenser / red {Gacha!}

But..I don't want anything but you

Hello Lovelies, Happy New Year!
Seems I haven't blogged in forever, hopefully that will change with the new year!
 I've been doing a lot of work on myself the past few months and a lot on what's changed and the people I need in my life and the ones I don't it has been so eye opening and it's helped a lot. I've taken time away from SL and I've come back...I'm discovering more about myself daily and I'm so proud and so happy to say that the person I am today is the person I want to be. I'm deciding to leave 2016 in the past as well the people who it came with. I'm moving on and i'm getting closure and for that I say "Thank you 2016 but, No thank you" I have so many plans to take my life by storm in the new year starting tomorrow and I can't wait for that to begin!

So without further ado *The blog!*

Xoxo~Addison

Mesh Body Parts:

Mesh Head: Genesis Labs -Gemma
Skin: Genesis Labs - Gemma - Milk Tone

Mesh Body: Slink - Physique Mesh Body

Hands: Slink - Gesture Hands

Feet: Slink: High Feet

Hair:

Doe: Plum (two-tone) - Pastels {99L @Doe or Try Yardsales!}

Outfit:

Lingerie: *TL* romantic nights-lingerie

Accessories:

Heels: #EMPIRE - Anemone

Pose: 

Belle Epoque - Exotic 2